There is a picture that hangs in our porch it has trees lining a dirt path that winds around but you can't see where it leads. Brian asked me one day a few months ago, "where do you think that path leads?" And I said 'to happily ever after." Today when I went to the doctor he texted me and said "this is our beginning to our happily ever after". I pray everyday that he is right. I know it's out there and it's ours for the taking it's just deciding what is right for us and we believe that we have chosen the right path. We want to come full circle with this past year and close this chapter of our lives with and they lived happily ever after. It's what every little girl wants right? That's how all the good books end.
We have had signs and I believe in signs they are what can help you get thru the toughest of times. A baby that is born after the loss of another baby is called a rainbow baby. And one of my favorite lines from Katy Perry's song "Firework" is "after a hurricane comes a rainbow" I have held onto that line of that song for a long time now. When we were in STL last week we saw a rainbow. Beautiful full distinct colors fading into marshmallow clouds. And all I could think was are you are rainbow, little did I know I would test positive only a few days later. Then a car pulled in front of us on our way home from the airport and his license plates read 005-kds. That to me screamed 5 kids when I saw it but like the rainbow I said nothing just smiled and wondered. And the day before i took the pregnancy test someone put a business card in my front door. It didn't seem like anything it was for tree trimming but on the back was a line from a psalm in the bible. It reads "Delight thyself in the lord;and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart." Are these signs? Yes I believe they are.
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